I think I spelled it wrong. The point is I been around most of you people for two years and I've learned a lot about you. However in those two years I've changed so much and asked so many questions that I might supprive you on my views. Anyway I wanted to know this, but more I wanted to know if you truely know the answer to this. You can answer this but you may answer it wrong. Look at this topic and serf the rest of the forum for a while then come back and post.

I hold on to recent, but prefeably unmetioned problems, I do because I wish I could fix it but I can't. I also hold on to good ideas, and that is because the should be given a chance. I hold on to the good times and the bad, because there is no good without bad. Just as there is no night without day. I sometimes wish I did not have some memories, but then I remember why they need to be there. I need them to motivate me now. I need them because that is who i am.
-Now I have a question for you... Who are you? Not What is your name or where you live, but what is the being inside you?

My answer to that question would be in my sig and this qoute. "I intend to use to spread peace and equality throughout the world!" That is the easiest way for me to answer. As for a complicated answer I believe that that tends to go beyond comprehension.

Well let me rephrase that. actually ill give you an example, me.


I am a depressed individual that holds alot of hate in his heart. I also hold alot of love and that is what keeps me alive. I am inquzitive and want to know everything that i possible could and would want to know. There are also questions that eat at me evey time I look at my friends and familys faces; did i do the right thing. could i have fixed it. whats wrong with me. should i end it now?
But i know the answer to at least some of those questions. for instance the last one.... no.

I see a lot of the same things that you do. However when you think what can I do to fix something I think I will fix this, no matter what it takes. Sometimes that can be a bad thing. If for nothing else at times I've held on for nothing but others but have come to learn that I will fight anyone for the price of my life. I made the greatest mistake when I gave up the will to live and will never do it again. That is why I am afriad, that is why I fight on, because I can't give up. I am like Vash the stampede because I am willing to fight someone to the in order to save some else, however that will never be my own.

Yay! very much. any way this is a depressing topic so lets not post here any more.

Well leave it open for other people to posty their answers.

I hold onto Katie... because now that i finally have her... i am not going to lose her... lest not any time soon... i also hold on to stuff my grandma made me befor she died.. and that is self explainitory... but basicly i hold on to things i have lost, memories of things i have lost and loss its self...

I am what others put into me. I can only give what has already been given. There are the things that I stand for, and the things that I oppose, and my opinions and hopes, but they've all been formed from what is around me. I hope that makes me a complete enough person.

I hold on to my ideals and not much else.

I believe that it isn't the people around us who make us who we are but that they can only infuence us. We are with the people that we're with because they were like us to begin with, well the people we want to be with at least.

since green is not here any more i will take his place in hosting this topic.

right of suicide... there needs to be a law thats says everyone has a rite to suicde.... cause i think it is liligal.... which is just plane illogical and stupid...

off topic but... who rembers what the topic is anyway...

no law against it unless its jumping off a building (I believe New York, USA still has a law against that) or in some other way causing a public nusance in your death

don't hold on to your saddness or your suicidele impuses

you may think it is as simple as getingup in the morning.... But no its not... i can tell you its not... you can't just forget those things... you wont allow yourself... but it is good to try and forget them... but it is hard to...

Watch, Swiss Army Knife, a P90 if I had one..............

thats not the topic get back on

So much for holding on to Katie... anuff said...

wow common knoledge a few daysago

... heh...

its gonna be ok...

Haha... i know that... it may have ripped my heart out... but i don't need it anyway... i knew it was going to happen anyway... but what really hurts the most is the why she wanted to brake up... cause it just didn't sound like her... and i wont let myself believe her resons... but if anyone know the real resons... let me know... cause i know she wont tell me... actuallly she wont speack to me... oh well...

but anyway...

well loves a killer its one of the resons i am not in a relation ship now.
I just like to stand back, watch, and laugh wen it all comes crashing down, then i console the parties and repeate the above phrase.

well heres my philosphy...
A Rose is the perfect way to explain love... cause no matter what you do it dies... it is beutiful while it lasts... it hurts real bad when you fully grasp it... and its never perfect... but its perfect for me...

*Applause* *cry* THAT was poetry....

but seriously you right except for the last part. love is never perfect.

well... is anything ever perfect??? or is it just good anuff to make it perfect in your eyes... perfectness is what one demes to be perfect...

nothing is perfect, everything has to have some flaws in it one way or another.......

but there are plenty of cases where you can say you have perfectly done something, such as ripping a piece of paper. there's only one way to do it, nobody can do it better than anybody else, and unless you don't actually rip it, you have done it perfectly.

or eating a cheeto....unless you just put it in your mouth and leave it there or spit it back out...as you long as u swallow it....you ate it perfectly....

that is whats in mikes head

Heh... thats so stupid...